bloodied eyes scream inside my head
dead and gone - all the thoughts that made you a god
my silence bored you - your fault -
you didn't listen
how could i be any other way?
jagged fingernails tracing cheekbones
eyes so deep that i cried
crawl away into the dusted shadowy corners of my thoughts
yours are the eyes of the gods
closed to all but yearnings long dead
chemicals that just wouldnt mix
improvising all that i could i wiped the
ashes from my eyes
no longer crying